Procrastination? May be not.

Writing after a long time. AGAIN.

I have come a long way….a really long way. I cannot even count the number of times I fell down, terribly but somehow and brick by brick I built myself again.

I don’t know if I am capable to do that anymore or rather if I have the strength to do that. But of course, I’m sure I’ll fall a couple more times to reach a level which I have my eyes on and complete a goal that I dreamt of. However, there are certain things which I am not able to figure out. I am about to turn 26 and I am still adulting. I guess we adult until the end of our lives. Adulting doesn’t stop. Learning doesn’t stop. Sometimes, baby steps lead us to our destination. Every day is a fucking new lesson. You will learn something new every day.

At work, I am dealing with people I will never be friends with. I presume that is not wrong or preposterous. You cannot be friends with everyone. The reason why some of them are ‘work people’. I wish I could change this stupid thought of mine. Also, it’s stupid in my case because I have seen people becoming best friends at work. I have a couple of few ex-colleagues who are actually my good friends.  But it stopped there. Best friend story ain’t happening for me bruh.

See, how I deviate from topics? That is why I am still f’ing adulting. And in some weird part of my brain which has started to rust with age since I use it less, I cannot accept the fact that I have GROWN UP and I will be adulting a little every day. Should’ve understood this the day I got married. But naah, I chose to stay aloof and dumb.

The other day I was watching this movie called ‘Limitless’ and trust me I went bonkers to think about the concept. Wouldn’t it be great if we can actually use our brain 100% and literally bring revolution to our lives and kick some asses hard? (Grins)

There are certain aspects and scenarios in our lives which actually pushes our brain to understand real life and accordingly but somehow we always choose to stay aloof and act dumb and behave in a way which we think is great but actually, our brain laughs at us saying, “Boss, you’re so stupid. This ain’t the right thing.”

I have no idea what triggered me to write this crap. But whatever, I enjoyed.

-Whole lotta love

Wildchild